So starting to write again. I’ve been having an urge to share again and write down my thoughts.So I’ve reopened my blog and made some of the private posts public. I wish to open up and share and move away from my ‘self-preservation’ mode. It is embarrassing and risky sharing my thoughts and life but…
Constant person
05/03/2016 Lately i’be been thinking about who can I count on no matter what? Who or what thing is constant in my life? Are there people I can count on no matter what? There was a time when I felt I had no one and alone even though I was surrounded by people. I don’t…
Self-love challenge
What would someone who love themselves do? This is the question Teal Swan (who calls herself spritual calatyst) states helps you reach enlightenment quicker. Initially my reaction was how could that be the quickest way to enlightenment when there are so many ways and even those who practice sadhana intensely may not get there. However,…
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Learning to live in the ‘NOW’
I haven’t written for almost a year ( I do have a typed and hand written diary which is deeply personal). The last post was in March 2015 about uncertainty. Although I have survived through uncertainty and change and have embraced it as a blessing, I’m long way from living beautifully through it. This is…
Living beautifully – Book by Pema Chondron
Currently reading a book by Pema Chondron called ‘Living beautifully – with uncertainty and change’. It’s a timely read as I am going through uncertainty and potential change. It’s an easy read even though the concept is complex. In chapter 1, Pema talks about the three vows of the Tibetan Buddhist: Pratimoksha – commitment to…
Equinox 2014
Today is an equinox which means the day and night are the same length. Had an interesting day at work and I was fired up in a way but ended good. I was happy that I stood up for myself when I thought someone was being disrespectful. I wasn’t angry at the person but I…
Flare up
I seem to be having flare-up of my auto-immune conditions the last two weeks. It was triggered by some emotional ‘flare-ups’ following a heated argument. Work has been busy and stressful as well. All seem to have led to feeling extremely fatigued, headache, sore throat and others. I was home last tuesday and was in…
Treatment for auto-immune diseases
Today I met a sister of a friend who has been suffering from MS (multiple sclerosis) and had gone through a radical chemotherapy and stem cell treatment. She said she was in a wheelchair and heading towards the end of her days…however after the treatment she is better, walking and recovering. It was only a…
Start again…
I am writing this post after a long time. I had forgotten this blog as it’s been a long time. I thought it would do me some good to write something in this page. Many things have happened in the last year or so and it has been all intense and life changing especially internally. …
Grey matter 